Triangular Trap

I loved her like no other
Loved him like a brother
Loved them with heart and Soul
They made my life whole
I tried hard to understand
The love they couldn't withstand
Leading to this haunting tragedy
Which left my life empty
The passion that thrived
Now only survived
Between the two
And my circuit blew
I drove her to her mental edge
Dragged and shoved him over the ledge
I plunged them into death
Cursed by their last breath
Because I had shoved
The ones that I had loved
Into the endless drear
I now live in constant fear
For the thoughts that still taunt
And they have returned to haunt
Driving me into this ill
Until the last string of will
Threatens, so furiously, to snap
Captured in my own trap
With that love before my eyes
And their untimely demise
But to keep things true
Not sure who is haunting who
© Jerry Langdon 2014