E - Flat ( losing it )

They tug and gnaw at my sanity;
Twist and eat upon my rationality.
The decaying line between fantasy;...
And that which seems reality;

 No longer offers hold to me.

Unsure who I am or used to be;
These demons are my reality;
These Alps that haunt me;

 They are now my integrity.
I am but a shadow entity
My sanity drifts into infinity,
My mind is blasphemy,

 Blackened to total obscurity.
Reasoning is for humanity,
Not for the likes of me.
Insanity covets me comfortly.

 It cradles me with security,
Whispers sweet lullabies to me.
I sink into its serenity.
I begin to lose my rationality.


© Jerry Langdon 2015